Nkhani Zakugonana | Mapeto a Kulekana Usiku umenewo ndinangogona tulo tofa nato kwa maola atatu. Ndinaona kuti nthawi inali idakali 3 koloko m’mawa. Khama langa loti ndibwererenso kukagona silinaphule kanthu. Ndinamuona Iswani adakali chigonere atagona pa bed pake.
Maganizo anga ankangoganizira za ntchito yomwe ndidzakumane nayo mawa lake ndipo ndinali ndisanakonzekere nkomwe. Ndinaganiza zodzuka ndikukhala pampando wa m’chipinda cha alendo. Ndinayang’ana patebulo lomwe linali pafupi ndi ine lomwe linali lodzaza ndi mabotolo amadzi, zokhwasula-khwasula, ndi matumba apulasitiki omwe analibe chilichonse.
Ndinasuntha zinthu zonse patebulo pamwamba pa kabati, kenako ndinayeretsa tebulo. Kenako ndinatenga mafaelo ndi zolemba zonse zokhudza ntchito yanga m’chikwama n’kuziika patebulo. Ndinawerenga mafayilo amodzi ndi amodzi ndikusanja m’magawo angapo.
Ndimawerenga magawo olekanitsidwa mosamala kwambiri ndikumasulira zomwe zili muubongo wanga kuti chidziwitso chipangidwe chogwirizana. Ndinajambulitsa zina zomwe zinali zikusowabe chifukwa cha kukwanira kwa deta muzolemba zanga za ntchito.
Ndidawonanso kuthekera kuti mwina sindipeza zomwe ndimafunikira. Njira zingapo zowonera zovuta zoyipa zidapezeka ndipo ndidaziwona. Poyesera kukhala osamala momwe ndingathere pogwiritsa ntchito deta yomwe ilipo ndi zolemba zanga, ndinayamba kupanga ndondomeko ya ntchito. Pa mzere uliwonse wa pulani yomwe ndimalemba, ndimaganiziranso masitepe omwe ndiyenera kuchita.
Chilichonse chofunikira chomwe chidatuluka m’malingaliro anga ndidalemba m’magazini. Ndinawerenganso ndondomeko ya ntchito yomwe ndinamaliza kulemba, ndikufotokozera mwachidule mgwirizano pakati pa gawo lililonse la ndondomeko ya ntchito ndikupanga ndondomeko. Nditabwereza ndikusintha mpaka nditamva kuti zakwanira, ndinasiya ntchito yanga. Sizinamve ngati inali kale 5.42 m’mawa. Kukhazikika kwakukulu ndi malo okhala ndi malo a tebulo mu malo ogona omwe si abwino kuti agwiritse ntchito ntchito zinapangitsa khosi langa kumva kupweteka. Nditanyamula mafayilo onse ndi zolemba, ndinayesa kuyimirira ndikutembenuza mutu wanga kuti ndipumule khosi langa ndi minofu yam’mbuyo.
Ndinavala jekete langa ndikutuluka mchipindamo kuti ndikapume mpweya wabwino. Pansanja ya chipinda changa ndinatambasula kwa mphindi zingapo. Ndinayesa kuzungulira bwalo. Nditatopa, ndinatenga ndudu zanga zomwe nthawi zonse zinkapezeka m’thumba la jekete langa ndi kuyatsa ndudu. Theka la ndudu yake inali itatha nditamuona Iswani akutuluka pakhomo la chipinda chogona atavala t-sheti yayikulu komanso kabudula wofika m’ntchafu.
“Kodi mwamwa khofi, Tok?”, adafunsa.
Ndinangopukusa mutu ndikupitiriza kusuta. “Tumben Tok, unagona pang’ono, udadzuka m’mawa kwambiri, ndidakuwona uli otanganidwa, koma chifukwa udali ndi tulo, ndidasankhanso kugona m’malo mokuthandizani,” adatero.
“Amayi ndizoona ngati mungadzuke ndithandizeni zitha kukhala chipwirikiti,” ndidalankhula uku ndikuganizira ntchito yomwe ndikumane nayo mawa. “Mmm… ndi zimenezotu, usayembekezere kuti ndizakupeputsanso,” adatero moseka.
“Tiye ku cafeteria,” ndinatero, osanyalanyaza nthabwala zake.
Alendo angapo m’chipinda chodyeramo adatembenukira kwa Iswani titalowa m’chipinda chodyeramo. Pokhala ngati sakudziwa khalidwe la amuna omwe ankamuyesa, Iswani anandiitana kuti ndikhale patebulo pakona. Ndinali osalabadirabe malo anga koma Iswani anali wosakhazikika pang’ono ndikudandaula chifukwa chondiitanira ku cafeteria. Atatha kuyitanitsa chakudya cham’mawa, Iswani adayamba kukambirana, koma chifukwa malingaliro anga anali akugwirabe ntchito, ndidayankhula pang’ono.
“N’chifukwa chiyani wangokhala phee, Tok? osati monga mwa nthawi zonse,” anafunsa Iswani.
“Chabwino sis, ndikungoganizira za ntchito mawa,” ndinayankha mwachisawawa.
“Bwanji uganizire izi, kudakali mawa?”, adafunsanso.
“M’malo moganiza kanthu,” ndinayankha. “Bwanji osangondiganizira?”, adafunsa akumwetulira mokopana.
“Kutayika!”, Ndinayankha mwachidule, mwanthabwala osaganizira zotsatira zake.
Katsine kamodzi kanandikanirira kudzanja langa lamanzere.
“Oh Sis,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,)
Mwina chifukwa chamanyazi, Iswani nthawi yomweyo anasiya kuzitsina kwake.
“Dzulo usiku linali dzanja langa lamanzere, tsopano ndi dzanja langa lamanja, Mayi, bwanji mukukonda kulitsina kwambiri!”, ndinadandaula.
“Sindinataye kalikonse,” iye anayankha mwachisawawa.
“Chabwino, ineyo ndikuluza sis, company simandipanga inshuwaransi yokana kukanidwa,” ndidalankhula mozama.
Posakhalitsa, oda yathu idafika. “Gogoza, umati sunakhalepo ndi chibwenzi eti?”, adandifunsa zomwe ndidamuyankha mogwedeza mutu kwinaku ndikuuzira khofi wanga wotentha kuti aziziziritsa pang’ono. “Ndi chifukwa chakuti malingaliro anu ndi achikulire. Momwe mumalankhulira ndi akazi ndizosavuta popanda kuganizira zotsatira zake. Sungathe kusangalatsa mkazi ndi momwe umayankhulira chotere, “Iswani adandilangiza.
“Ndiye ukufuna ukhale nane bwanji ngakhale sindinakuitane?”
“Chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ndiwe wachinyamata wokonda kugwira ntchito yemwe ndi wabwino komanso wowona mtima, osati mtundu wamasewera ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndimakonda anyamata otere, koma nthawi zina kusazindikira kwanu kumachuluka. Chifukwa chiyani mukufuna?” adayankha, ndikutsatiridwa ndi funso.
“Ndikanane bwanji poopa kuti anditsina, Mayi,” ndinayankha mwanthabwala.
“Aaa… simungatengedwe mozama,” adadandaula ndi nkhope yowawa.
“I’m duarius, sis, sindilinso serious,” ndidalankhula molimba mtima, koma ndikumwetulira.
“Amayi, pali munthu wina wakhala akukuyang’anani, akuoneka kuti akukukondani, ndikufuna ndikudziwitseni sis,” ndidatero uku ndikumalizitsa toast yanga.
“Kodi mumamudziwa, Tok?”, adafunsa.
“Kenako ndikadzakudziwitsani amayi, mundidziwitse,” ndinayankha uku ndikumwetsa khofi wanga yemwe anali akuyakabe.
“Usachite chilichonse chotere, Knock!”, adandiwopseza yemwe ndimakonda kusuta.
“Iye akuwoneka bwino, koma mwamuna woteroyo amangofuna kuti apambane yekha, monga mwamuna wanga woyamba,” adatero.
“Ndiye ndani anakutengerani basi ku Balikpapan, mwamuna uti?”
“Iye ndi wachiwiri, koma inenso ndine mkazi wake wachiwiri, mkazi wake woyamba ali ku Jakarta ndipo mwina sakudziwa za ine. Ndikupita
Banjarmasin, izi zilinso chifukwa akufuna kukaona mkazi ndi ana ake ku Jakarta,” anayankha mwapang’onopang’ono.
“N’chifukwa chiyani ukufuna kukwatiwa ndi ine?”, ndinafunsa, mochititsa chidwi kwambiri.
“M’malo mokhala mkazi wamasiye, kukhala mkazi wamng’ono amene mwamuna wake amamusiya nthaŵi zambiri chonchi n’kovuta kale, ngakhale kukhala wamasiye wamaluwa,” anayankha motero, akudandaula.
“Eh Sis, musakhale ndi mutu waukulu, nanga maluwa a roses kapena jasmine, nanga bwanji maluwa a frangipani ngati omwe amapezeka kumanda? Zoonadi amene ali ndi chidwi ndi mizimu, hehehe…..”, ndinachita nthabwala, kusintha nkhope yake yachisoni kukhala yokwiya.
“Inde, ndiye ndilamula kuti mizimuyo ikutsinani thupi lonse osasiya kalikonse,” adayankha uku akumwetulira kopambana. “Ndi zimenezo, Knock, tibwerere kuchipinda!”, adatero.
Nditafika kuchipinda kuja ndidakhala tcheru ndimaganizo a ntchito pakama ya Iswani yomwe inali pafupi ndi chitseko chakuchipinda kuposa bedi langa. Panthawiyi iswani anavula zobvala zake mpaka kutsala bra ndi buluku kwinaku akutulutsa thaulo louma mchikwama.
“Ukulota chani?”
Ndikuyesera kubisa maganizo anga ndinayankha mophweka, “Aa, sindikulota uli maso, ndikungolingalira momwe ungamverere ngati watsinidwa ndi mzimu monga Mbak adanena poyamba.” “Ukufuna kudziwa kuti ukumva bwanji?”, adafunsa uku akumwetulira mwachipongwe ndikulunjika kwa ine.
Atakhala kutsogolo kwa Iswani, manja ake anayamba kukhudza thupi langa. Poyembekezera kutsina kwake kowawa, ndinagwira manja ake onse mwachangu. “Amayi musanditsinenso amayi, ndikhululukireni amayi…”, adayankha kupempha chifundo.
“Ayi, Knock, mudzaikondadi iyi, ndikhulupirireni…”, adatero motsimikiza.
Ngakhale sindinatsimikizebe, chogwira chinali chitamasuka ndipo dzanja la Iswani lidafika kutsogolo kwa buluku langa, zikwapu zake zodekha pa buluku zidafika pakhungu langa. Kukayikira kwanga kunazimiririka ndipo manja ake adakhala omasuka kusuntha. Nditatseka maso anga, ndinamva kusisita kwa dzanja lake kusanduka kufinya kwakuya ndipo mbolo yanga idali yolimira komanso yolimba mpaka imawonekera kwambiri. Nthawi yomweyo adandivula kabudula ndi kabudula wamkati, ndikupuma movutikira komwe kudayamba kukhudzika mtima.
Iswani anawerama ndikubweretsa milomo yake pafupi ndi nsonga ya tambala wanga. Ndinakweza maso nditamva milomo yake ikugwiradi kunsonga kwa tambala wanga. Chipsopsono chonyowa chomwe adapanga pansonga ya maliseche anga adandipumira, “Ah.. Sis.. Sis..”. Mphindi zochepa chabe ndinali ndi mantha
chisangalalo. Nditatsitsimuka pang’onopang’ono, manja anga nthawi yomweyo adachitapo kanthu ndikutsegula bra yake ndikumusisita kumbuyo. Popinda thupi langa ndinagwira matako ake onse omwe anali adakali otetezedwa ndi kabudula wake, kenako ndidawafinya ndi manja onse.
Ndikumva ngati zavuta kupindika thupi langa, ndinawongoleranso thupi langa. Kenako ndinamusisita dala chipewa changa chakumanja pa bondo lake. Kusisita zipewa zanga za m’mabondo kutsogolo kwa chovala changa chamkati kunachikoka kwambiri kotero kuti chinatulutsa kachilomboka kunsonga kwa maliseche anga.
Ali busy kusisita mawondo ake, Iswani anangondigwira kumaliseche kwanga mwamphamvu. Chifukwa sanadikirenso kuti athane ndi chikhumbo chofuna kusangalala ndi zokondoweza zochulukirapo pondisisita chipewa cha phazi langa kumaliseche ake omwe anali atavalabe zovala zamkati, adawongolanso thupi lake. Ali m’malo ogwada kutsogolo kwanga adayesa kuvula zovala zake zamkati.
Pamene mathalauza ankafuna kuchotsa anafika m’mawondo ake, akadali m’malo pafupifupi zosasinthika squatting, ine nthawi yomweyo ndinadumphira pansi pa crotch wake, ndinatembenuza thupi langa ndi kutsamira mmwamba kukanikiza milomo yanga ku pubic dera lake.
Manja anga awiri adatengapo gawo nthawi yomweyo kukoka chiuno chake kuti nthawi yomweyo ndilowetse bowo lake losangalatsa ndi lilime langa. Zikuoneka kuti Iswani anali ndi maganizo ofanana ndi ine.
Miyendo yake idayamba kubwezeredwa mmbuyo, chikoka chake chikundikanikiza pakamwa panga, milomo yanga ndi lilime zidayamba kupanga mawonekedwe ake onse kumaliseche. Nthawi yomweyo anagwiritsa ntchito malo a Iswani pamwamba pa thupi langa kundiseweretsanso maliseche.
Kubwezera chilimbikitso chomwe ndidapereka kudera lake la pubic, Iswani adayamwa tambala wanga. Kwa mphindi zingapo ife tonse tinapereka ndi kulandirana kukondoweza kwa wina ndi mzake ndi 69 zochita monga ndinakumbukira m’nkhani zingapo zam’mbuyo za anzanga.
Iswani anasiya kutenthetsako pokokera thupi lake mmwamba, atagona chagada kwinaku akundikoka dzanja kusonyeza kuti nthawi yomweyo ndimuike pamwamba pake ndikulowetsa tambala wanga mu dzenje lake losangalatsa. Koma nthawi ino ndinafuna kuyesa. Ndinagona thupi langa kumanzere kwake ndikutembenuzira thupi langa kwa iye. Ndinakweza mwendo wake wakumanzere mmwamba pang’ono ndikuwuyika pamwamba pa chiuno changa kuti tsinde la tambala wanga woumayo lilowe m’mbali. Nditatonthozedwa pang’ono, ndinayamba kukankhira m’chiuno mothamanga kwambiri. Dzanja langa lamanzere laulere lidafinya mabere onse mosinthana. Nditagona momasuka, thupi la Iswani linayamba kugwedezeka ndi mayendedwe anga.
Pamene thupi lake linkagwedezeka, Iswani adabuula, “Ssh.. ssh.. Knock, mmh..”. Ndinachepetsa mayendedwe anga kuti nditalikitse kuzungulira uku. Ndinakankhira mbali yakumanzere ya thupi la Iswani kuti msana wake ukhale kwa ine ndipo onse anali kuyang’ana kumanja. Ndinakanikizira chifuwa changa kunsana kwake mpaka kumusisita. Ndinakankhira tambala wanga mu dzenje la chisangalalo, kenako ndinasuntha chiuno changa uku ndi uku. Manja anga awiri adagwira mabere kumbuyo kwa thupi lake. Ndinapsompsona nape wake wakumanzere ndipo nthawi zina ndidapsopsona khutu lake lakumanzere. Patangopita nthawi pang’ono thupi la Iswani linagwedezeka limodzi ndi pachimake. Kugwedezeka kwamphamvu kwachimakeko kunawoneka ngati kundichotsa chitetezo changa mpaka potsirizira pake ndinalephera kudziletsa kuphulika kwanga komwe kunaphulika.
Chikhutiro chimene ndinapeza chinanditengera ku dziko la maloto. Ndinagona tulo tofa nato kwa maola angapo, kenako ndinadzutsidwa ndi kugogoda pachitseko. Nditavala kabudula wanga ndidatsegula chitseko, zidapezeka kuti yemwe anali kutsogolo kwanga ndi Iswani yemwe adabwerera kuchipindako atatuluka kuti adziwe kuti ndi nthawi yayitali bwanji.
“O Mulungu wanga, Tok, wadzuka kumene!”, anafuula motero Iswani.
“Hmm… bwanji sis?”
“Nthawi ili bwanji? Kwatsala pang’ono 3 koloko masana, ukudziwa!”, adafunsa, kenako adayankha yekha ndikuloza wotchi yake.
Mosayankha ngakhale pang’ono, ndinamusiya kupita ku bafa atanyamula zovala zosintha zimene ndinatenga m’chikwama. Nditasamba ndikuvala zovala ndinatuluka kubafa. Ndinamuona Iswani atakhala patebulo ndikutulutsa paketi yomwe munali mikate yonyowa ingapo patebulopo.
“Mwadya Tok? ayi ndithu, ukagona umakhala wamphamvu kwambiri!”, anakalipira.
“Amayi, ndipatseniko mkate!”, ndidalankhula motsitsa.
Idya basi, ndikadadziwa kuti wadzuka kumene ndikanakugulirako chakudya kale,” adatero.
Setelah melahap 3 potong roti, aku bertanya padanya, “Dari mana saja Mbak kok dapat roti enak?”
“Tadi aku silaturahmi ke tempat saudara-saudara dan pulangnya dibawain ini”, jawabnya.
“Oh ya Tok, karena besok kamu sudah mulai bekerja, nanti malam aku akan menginap di Banjar Baru agar tidak mengganggumu.
Sekalian saja aku pamitan padamu jika dalam beberapa hari kedepan kita tak bisa ketemu lagi. Ini notanya kamar sudah aku bayar sampai malam ini, jadi besok kalau kamu keluar dari sini jangan kamu bayar lagi tapi kalau melanjutkan silakan bayar sendiri ya. Terima kasih banyak ya mau menemanin aku.”, kata Iswani dan mencium pipiku.
Terkejut oleh ucapannya yang panjang dan mengagetkan aku hanya mengucapkan “Terima kasih banyak, Mbak”.
Kemudian Iswani meninggalkan penginapan sementara aku hanya dapat termenung.